If this isn't love then what is it?

I can't seem to find the right words to express how my heart is feeling at the moment.
I wanna shout! I wanna cry! I never want this feeling to fade away!
Yet I can't believe I am falling in love.. AGAIN?!

unbelievable but true..
Yes i had been in love, I also had my heart broken (many times)
yet i know i already had found the ONE true love i had longed for..
I could not ask anything more from him..
He immediately took my heart away..

What is amazing about him?
I keep on falling for him all over again..
no matter how difficult it is to love him..
no matter how painful it is to keep trying..
still my heart keeps on loving him..

I loved him even when i know we are from different worlds
I never cared what the heck people tell me
I don't even mind what they say behind my back..
what i know is I will keep on loving him until the day I would die

What is the most amazing thing about him?
We had each other at both the good and bad comings,
even managed being strong through all those years
But I kept on breaking his heart
Yes, I am one hell of a heart breaker
yet no matter how much pain I already gave him,
no matter how much suffering and heartaches I added
he never left my side..
he is still there even if i crushed his heart

I can't believe how much he loved me so
but i kept on doing things again..
I can't seem to stop..

I tried my best for him hoping it would be enough
yet i have learned that nothing was "enough" when you love somebody..
you should give more than what is enough..
that is how much you appreciate and love that person..

I am sorry if I kept on breaking your heart..
I am sorry if I am not the best among others..
I am trying my best for you and me..
I know i can never be the "perfect girl" for you..
but what my heart knows is that I love you and that is all you should know

three years and months have passed
but still my heart beats for you..
I can't seem to find the explanation why..
but believe it or not..
i love you so much <3